the call
July 19, 2009
actually, it was an email from an ex. he told me to stop diving into relationships, to stop hurting guys, to think a bit more. he told me i was lost. (if only he could understand that dumping can suck as much as being dumped, sometimes more because you have to keep your sadness bottled up. it’s not cool to act hurt after you’ve dumped someone).
it’s been almost a week since that wake-up call from a bitter man but i can’t stop thinking about it. i’m not sure which parent to blame for making me such a fucking commitment-phobic nutcase, but even if i did know, then what?
July 21, 2009 at 7:30 am
first–dont blame your parents.you grown enough to handle your own life. second–it’s ok to be confused. dont eat yourself up over it.
the “bitter man” is an idiot. you dont owe him or any of your exes anything.
you’re a good person, things will work itself out, things will fall into place, and you’ll figure everything out eventually. do learn to take a chill pill every now and then (in other aspects of life)
July 24, 2009 at 4:07 am
bm – whoever s/he is – took the words right out of my mouth.